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Friday, September 19th, 2008
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7:25 am - mosaic
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nothing was on tv.....
also this was freakin hard to get on blurty. as in I couldn't. *sigh*
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| Thursday, January 12th, 2006
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10:11 pm - today sucked, a list
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today I
-was unprepared for english
-defended someone, was left undefended
-felt betrayed
-was humiliated
-felt ugly
-got pissed off
-screwed myself over
-bombed a history test
-didn't understand trig. for the second year in a row.
-felt like the slowest person in my class
-felt helpless
-"blew up" at two people
-got mad at by four
-was ignored when i apologized
-was ignored in general
-was followed
-felt hated
-felt taken for granted
-felt stupid for being taked for granted
-felt infuriated
-hated back, strongly
-cried
-was poked at by alex
-was teased by dad
-cried more
-felt guilty
-slacked off more than I have in a long time
-forgot to watch the much anticipated OC (too busy sucking)
-weighed myself
-realized that after not having eaten much for a week, I gained a pound
-just remembered i have to write my whole english essay draft thing
-just remembered i have a latin test tomorrow
-should be doing my 3rd 1865 summary
-am going to get to bed very, very late
-oh look at that, it's like we never even happened
-start to work, and dad manages to criticize me for "always doing history these days". oh im really sorry dad. remind me never to be burndened down with schoolwork again.
fuck.
current mood:  rejected
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| Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
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7:30 pm - interesting
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i tag king, gail, shiene, elliott, and megan!
stephanie tagged me. well since she ooooobviously insists....
20 random things about me
1) i really wish i was better at the trumpet.... like prodigy better. theres little i love more than hearing a truly amazing pretty trumpeter, and i wish i had that kind of talent and ability
2) i also really wish i wasnt so affected by nervousness/stage fright..... like choking and not being able to play at a competition even though no one can really hear my part anyways
3) im too freaking lazy and unmotivated
4) im both really happy and really unhappy with who i am. i guess i feel like what i like about myself is my personality but i also feel like its some sort of fictional coverup and really im just a huge bitch. dunno what i mean.
5) ive always thought i knew a lot about people and the way they work, but recently ive figured out that i dont really have any idea what im talking about
6) i think latin curriculum after 3rd level is pointless and corruptive of our previous knowledge of the language
7) im starting to be really interested in history
8) i dont know what i expect in a relationship/guy, but i wish i was in one. actually i just wish i wasnt so unsure on whether or not im ever going to be capable of feeling true love.... im kind of afraid that im always going to be unhappy/bored with guys after awhile, cause thats the way ive always been and i hate it
9) im only going to be 17 when i graduate
10) like shamika, i havent been able to choose a favorite color since like the 3rd grade. but back then i always said blue. now i always say silver. but i dont think i really have one.
11) i seem to have this urgent need to have affected and be more important in peoples' lives than i actually have/am
12) im really trying hard to get homework done and to bed every night by 10 this year. i think im basically succeeding so far.
13) i WANT a kitten SO much. i kinda wish i could just buy one and take it home and be like sorry mom its HERE now tough luck im keeping it.
14) when im upset the only thing that will calm me down is music and secluding myself from people that could possibly worsen my mood
15) i dislike IM, things rarely turn out the way i want them to on it and i have hard time controlling what i say to people
16) im really happy with my friends but a lot of the time i dont think that they think im as vital to them as they are to me. i guess that ties in with #11
17) i actually dont like lots of types of pasta, including spaghetti
18) i think it would be amazing to be a part of a musical or a true symphony orchestra. and i actually would LOVE to voiceover/sing as an animated disney character. those songs are my favorites.
19) i dont have my permit and im actually starting to worry.... so far i cant get my liscence at least til next julyn and ill almost be 17!
20) i realized this summer that i have a very american accent when i speak italian... and i wish it would go away. its also annoying that theres a lot of background grammar i dont know that youd probably learn in Italian I, but i cant really take that in college can I? cause i speak it? i should start reading italian books.
that was all "i wish" "i think" stuff wasnt it. oh well. :D that was fun
current mood:  pensive
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